Syvä huokaus. Asiat loksahtavat aina paikoilleen. Uusi asuntoni on aivan mahtava, kämppistytöstä puhumattakaan. Sotkuinen huoneeni, keltainen kylpyhuone, puulla ja punaisella sisustettu olohuone, keittiö mitä mainioin leivontaan ja teen keittämiseen, musiikkihuone kitaralla ja rummulla, ja tietenkin parveke joka soveltuu hyvin istuskeluun ja yleiseen tyhjäntoimittamiseen. Mieli lepää kilpaa ruumiin kanssa, ja olo on kokonaisvaltaisen hyvä. Itse tehty ruoka, tila ympärillä, viihtyisä asuinympäristö ja erilainen elämänsisältö tekevät ihmeitä kenelle tahansa, ja onneksi tässä tapauksessa minulle.
Sosiaalinen kanssakäyminen vastakkaisen ja miksei samankin sukupuolen kanssa edistyy samaa tahtia, eli ei edisty ollenkaan. Olen täysin, ja sataprosenttisen tyytyväinen tämänhetkiseen tilaani, jossa aikaani riittää ystäville, hiippareille ja omalle "taiteelleni" Hmmh, pitäisi yrittää karsia sarkastinen suhtautuminen omaa luovuuttani kohtaan, sillä jos ei usko itseensä, niin kukas muukaan vaivautuu uskomaan sinuun.
Ostin mahtavan postikortin Retretistä, kuva pikkutytön patsaasta. Kävin uskomattoman upeassa taidenäyttelyssä. Taiteilija Kim Simonssonin työt löivät minut ällikällä, ja oloni oli ylitsevuotava (jos niin voi sanoa) kun astelin Retretin luolaan rakennetuissa pimeissä saleissa, valonheittimien valaistessa upeat ja vaikuttavat veistokset. Kunnioitusta.
http://www.kimsimonsson.com/kuva.php?id=140
keskiviikko 15. heinäkuuta 2009
Ajatelma.
I have two very different ways of thinking, actually each others opposites.
One morning I wake up, and I think, ahh. I need nothing. I want to clear my air from everything I dont need or want, which is basically everything. I want to reach a state of mind which requires no materia, no earthly belongings. I feel no temptation, I just want my space and need to be alone, feel myself floating, floating on forever.
The other state of mind couldn't be more different. I feel that I want everything and I want to have it now! The feeling is not towards materia or belongings, it's more all about people and experiences. I sometimes feel that I need to have all the people around me, everyone in the world, for they all have something new for me, something nobody else can give me. Each experience is worth something, and by gaining those experiences I have more that anyone else in this world has.
Well, in my mind that is. My mind is something no person can take away from me, something that stays, even when everything is gone. And I'm not talking about memories, for my memory doesn't always serve me well. No, I'm talking about my mind itself. Every thing I do, every moment I live on, every second I enjoy and live life to it's fullest, I gain something I can never lose.
Temptation. Something I can't resist, and something I don't want to resist. I wish I had more, so I could dive into them and enjoy every moment.
One morning I wake up, and I think, ahh. I need nothing. I want to clear my air from everything I dont need or want, which is basically everything. I want to reach a state of mind which requires no materia, no earthly belongings. I feel no temptation, I just want my space and need to be alone, feel myself floating, floating on forever.
The other state of mind couldn't be more different. I feel that I want everything and I want to have it now! The feeling is not towards materia or belongings, it's more all about people and experiences. I sometimes feel that I need to have all the people around me, everyone in the world, for they all have something new for me, something nobody else can give me. Each experience is worth something, and by gaining those experiences I have more that anyone else in this world has.
Well, in my mind that is. My mind is something no person can take away from me, something that stays, even when everything is gone. And I'm not talking about memories, for my memory doesn't always serve me well. No, I'm talking about my mind itself. Every thing I do, every moment I live on, every second I enjoy and live life to it's fullest, I gain something I can never lose.
Temptation. Something I can't resist, and something I don't want to resist. I wish I had more, so I could dive into them and enjoy every moment.
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